Retired Slacker

Everyone at work asks me what I learned during my extended vacation (cannot say sabbatical). My usual answer is: got perspective, relaxed and found true work-life balance.

But I realized today, after being back for 3 weeks, that I learned a lot more. My approach to work is much more focused, clear and direct. I've spent the past 5-6 days in creating a plan which is now ready to be presented to the executives. The process of creating that plan was very intuitive.

I feel that I'm about to crack the code to work. I feel a flow that I have always known but never really felt except for in strongly adrenalin induced moments. Work seems like a simple marathon to me these days. I plan the training and I workout but I don't do it 24/7 - only so much that I'll perform at my best and can keep going until the deed is done.

I feel like a pianist that suddenly discovers the black keys and realize that you cannot make music without them. It's so easy to fall into the trap of trying to be everything to everyone but my key learning is to focus on the key things that really matters. And they shouldn't take more than 40-50 hours a week. If they do - you are doing something wrong (taking on to many assignments, lack focus in execution et cetera).

PS. I think it's about realizing that there is nothing else to prove except to yourself. But on the other hand - that's always your toughest critic.